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So for the past 3 almost 4 days I have been at home..in my bed. People ask "how is the pregnancy going?" and I answer "it's going great! oh except that I have caught every disease known to man since I have been pregnant!"

For 8 weeks straight I have had one sickness after another. As soon as I start to feel better and start to socialize again..

BAM it hits me! It always hits me pretty hard too.

This time I am not sure if I got the stomach virus that seems to be going around or if it did have to do with the pregnancy. I am really hoping just a virus because if I have to go through anymore of what I did this weekend..then I want out of this deal! (not really...:o))

I haven't eaten since Thursday...not a real meal anyway... today was the first day that I was able to actually get up and move around for more then 3 minutes at a time.

I can handle being sick..thats not so much the issue...the real problem is that I just don't get why everything ALWAYS happens when Jorge is gone.

ALWAYS.

He has only been gone 15 days and if I counted all of the poopy diapers...

and I don't just mean yummy thick poopy diapers...I mean leaking out the side diapers...

and all of the throw up I have seen and cleaned up in these 15 days....

it would equal more...then the 2 years that Gabe has been alive!

Thats not an exaggeration...

I have no right to complain about Jorge being gone...

there are women who go without their husbands for 3 months...6 months...a year and longer.

I have mad respect for all of you ladies!

This is the first year that it has really bothered me that he is gone...

I'm sure the fact that I am pregnant and sick has something to do with it.

And the more I think about him being gone after this baby comes scares me to death.

I just want him to be here..for all of us.

I am so lucky to have a great mother who helps me out. And Jorges mom who brings us food.

And Awesome friends who would drop everything to do whatever I needed.

So I don't have a right to complain...

Plus the fact that Gabe will come out of nowhere and give me kisses for no reason at all. He makes it all better...:o)

So this is NOT a me complaining BLOG this is a me just getting it out....

ahhhh I feel better now....

thanks for listening!