I have had a feeling over overwhelming calmness lately, and of feeling extremely organized. I'm pretty sure an outsider would see me differently, but that's how I feel. Since my morning sickness and extreme tiredness have left {for now} I have had more patience with the kids, more energy to clean and more energy to actually leave my house. I have been a hermit for the last oh.. 6 weeks or so. I think having Jorge home, even for the one week, refreshed me in a way too. Of course the extreme calmness makes me wonder if it means there will be a storm soon. Will everything just blow up in my face? Will my whole world come crashing down one way or another? I have no idea... but I'm 95{where the heck is the percent sign?}percent sure that I won't go crashing into a deep dark hole if it does. I couldn't say that a year ago. In fact a year go I felt like I was in a deep dark hole and didn't know how to get out. Of course only saved by the grace of God, I clawed m...