Wednesday, February 27, 2013

A Sea of Calmness

I have had a feeling over overwhelming calmness lately, and of feeling extremely organized. I'm pretty sure an outsider would see me differently, but that's how I feel. Since my morning sickness and extreme tiredness have left {for now} I have had more patience with the kids, more energy to clean and more energy to actually leave my house. I have been a hermit for the last oh.. 6 weeks or so. I think having Jorge home, even for the one week, refreshed me in a way too.
Of course the extreme calmness makes me wonder if it means there will be a storm soon. Will everything just blow up in my face? Will my whole world come crashing down one way or another? I have no idea... but I'm 95{where the heck is the percent sign?}percent sure that I won't go crashing into a deep dark hole if it does. I couldn't say that a year ago. In fact a year go I felt like I was in a deep dark hole and didn't know how to get out. Of course only saved by the grace of God, I clawed my way out. I'm not ashamed to admit that, it happens to the best of us.
This Blog post went in a way different direction then I had intended.. lol
In the meantime, before everything does get crazy {it will, just hopefully in a good way}I will keep working on me and on my projects and I will keep putting my faith into God who will always pull me through good and bad no matter how small or large.
Can I get a holler lu yer?!

1 comment:

Jason and Hannah said...

Love it :) so glad He brought you out of the hole!!